You keep going out of your way to please everyone don't you, watching what you say and how you say it, always hoping you haven't offended anyone, it's important to remember though that some people just can't be pleased, no matter what you do or don't do, including what you say! There is a real feeling with you of needing validation from Spirit over a particular passing, take notice of all the subtle little things that happen around you, nothing is coincidence, nothing is by chance. There is a real beauty in your nature & Spirit love that about you, the down side of you is that your a natural worrier though and please be mindful that when you do start to feel worried you try to distract yourself and just recognise that this is just you, the way you are. You may also have noticed a feeling of just not quite fitting in with people generally, as though you sometimes feel like your different? Well that's because you have a good connection with the Universe my friend, you might not even realise it, but you do, you are able to see the beauty in everything (apart from nasty people!) and you have a deep understanding of emotional turmoil because of all you've been through yourself. It's that inner knowing, that deep understanding that has been gifted to you by the Universe when you were born, you can use it to help people that come to you for advice, because your naturally wired to be able to see the solution to other people's problems. xx D xx
You know when someone tells you something, have you ever noticed that you actually feel their emotions? A traumatic news story on the television or radio... have you ever noticed how deeply if affects you? You absorb other people's emotions, and you carry them on your shoulders to the point where you start to feel as though you can't take any more, emotionally. Your an empath my friend, very sensitive to atmospheres and emotions in general. Make a conscious effort to separate your own self from what your seeing or hearing, shield yourself in a white protective bubble of light and try to do that daily, all you need to do is visualise it and your guides will understand that you want them to protect you. Your emotionally tired, quite possibly exhausted. You are the rock that holds everything together for everyone else, you always have been, but who looks after you? You've come to a point in your life now where you need to think hard about your next steps in life, it's time to form a plan and put it into place, part of that needs to be a regular routine, especially because your prone to going off on a tangent at the drop of a hat, routine is key to your wellbeing and so is having well laid out plans too. Time to put yourself first for once! xx D xx
There is a big part of your journey through life that has felt as though you've walked it alone, with little understanding/support. Your a wise old soul aren't you, you may find yourself being pulled to the past, just be careful not to view it either through rose tinted spectacles or through negative eyes, see it for exactly what it was. Your likely to hold your emotions in your stomach area too, this can then manifest in you feeding your emotions or deliberately starving them as a punishment to yourself. You might even notice things such as bloating but can't understand why, when this happens look at how you have been feeling recently, the two are connected. Your also likely to 'come alive' at night, you may have vivid dreams or find it difficult to sleep, for some people night time is their time, try not to fight it, instead use that time to plan for the next day, and just accept that your mostly governed by the Moon, you may also find that your menstrual cycle coincides with the cycles of the Moon too! If this is the case open your curtains and let the Moon's energy into your system, place a jug of fresh water on the windowsill and drink it the next day, your likely to find it energising!
Well life seems to have gone in a full circle for you doesn't it, back to where you started in some respects, except it's different surroundings. Emotionally it seems to have gone full circle for sure. Your being sent a healing light, so for some reason Spirit must feel that your in need of it right now. Watch for pastures new so to speak, a new job offer, or new house, new friends... your heading towards new exciting times. I feel as though your ready for this now, and Spirit know that too, your still a little underconfident at times though so you do need to still work on that, but overall your passing your life lessons wonderfully well. I see you letting go of all that doesn't serve you and that's a good thing for you! Neither will you suffer fools gladly anymore too! The sun is shining for you, and this is the start of a whole new life journey, smile, because the Universe loves the person you are xx D xx