Staircase 1. If you were drawn to this staircase then you've probably found that there has been a fair amount of drama in your life over the past twelve months, at times it will have felt as though your drowning in the effects of other people's behaviour, and that a lot of your time has been spent worrying about where your life's going as a result of other people's actions. The path your walking at the moment isn't a clear one for you, there's uncertainty, and a lack of security in a way, or it certainly feels like that for you. It's really important that you recognise your inner strength, and that you've come this far and you will get through this sticky period too. You don't need to rely on anyone else because it's you that's brought yourself to this point, it's you that's dealt with the swords that life has thrown at you and it's you that will come out of the other side of all situations that surround you. Nothing has been easy for you, but nothing worth having ever is easy, see the strength within you, it's there for you to tap into, and know that the Universe has your back. Loved ones are watching, and even though you probably can't see the signs that they are there they know all that's going on around you, trust that they are helping and that is the first step to a more secure feeling within yourself. Expect things to not pan out quite how you expected, keep an open mind and try not to be too set in your ways, when the Universe has plans you can expect delays, this is whilst the steer you in the direction that they know is right for you!
Staircase 2. Well where do you go from here, your protective of what you have in your life, protective of all you have achieved and of the people around you. There's also a long term niggly feeling of fear with you that you will lose what you have, trust that you won't, the Universe knows how hard you've worked to get to this stage of your life and they're not about to take it all away from you. Don't be fearful of a challenge or situation that your being forced to deal with, don't avoid things, meet them head on and deal with them, I feel as though your hanging back for some reason, and as though there are issues that you would rather not have to face, this may even relate to your past and buried emotions over whatever happened. Always remember that the past can't come forward to the here and now, there can only ever be memories, no one can ever take you back to that time, your safe. Live in the moment of today, every day, don't look too far ahead, and don't look back either, it's the choices you make today that shape your future, that applies to staying as healthy as you can, and working as hard as you can, to create the future that you want. It's time to push yourself a little now, even though you really might not want to, you'll soon be glad that you have! Dare yourself to be the person you've always wanted to be!
Staircase 3. You never choose the easy option do you, are you making life that little bit harder for yourself than it needs to be though? Perhaps your used to life being hard, so much so that your wearing yourself out by doing so much to benefit others that you've forgotten what it's like to put yourself first. Your good at tackling things head on, and you always try to do whatever is expected of you, even though silently at times you've been struggling within yourself. I feel as though the Universe is saying 'give yourself a break' back off a little, accept that who wants to be in your life will be in your life, don't fight to 'make things right' with someone, let them do the running for a change, stand strong with your convictions, even if at first it means that you have to lose some people around you, you always try to mend people, help them and in doing so though you use all your time and energy... and for what? For them to not listen and go right back to square one. Remember what I said in the beginning? Are you making life that little bit harder for yourself? Don't, accept people for what they are, and some in your life are a square peg in a round hole, if they don't fit with you don't waste your time trying to re-shape them!
Staircase 4. With this staircase comes a feeling of detachment, this is either you feeling detached from the world in some way, or detached from yourself, whichever way round it is it seems to be your coping mechanism, it's worked for you, for a very long time, but it means that other people may find you a little bit difficult to really get to know, usually when someone does detach for any reason it's because of awful trauma that they've experienced, your a simple soul really but you like to guard your heart like a lioness with her cub, in case you get hurt again. This message for you is asking you to to reconnect with the world, reconnect with yourself and stop viewing yourself as separate to the Universe, your part of it! A big part of it, your worthy of your place on the world's stage, so use this year to regain your inner power and shine your sparkle with confidence to everyone you meet, and in all you do. Only then will you be able to climb out of the black hole that you seem to have been in for a long long time! Learn to be best friends with yourself, learn to like what you see in the mirror, and once you do that you'll find your confidence grows, at lightening speed! This is your time to shine!